It's been awhile. Not like I haven't been meaning to write but... everything's changed. Every single thing in my life has changed. My situations, my views, my values. Everything has changed. I've spent the last few months just getting readjusted.
Wow, where do I start.
Well for one, I am extremely happy with Zac, the guy of my dreams. What started out as a strong friendship eventually grew into a crush and then into an unbelievable relationship. When we were friends, I knew he was an amazing guy. However, the man I know now, I can't even describe except for he's everything I've ever hoped for plus some. I get it all now. I can see a future- its not a distant toss up as most of my past relationships have been. Its a breath of exhilarating fresh air and a "holding my breath as I take a big leap" feeling all at that same time.
That leads me into our ONLY major difference... me starting life as a full time Vandal. I literally can't wait to have my Masters degree. I told my mom that I didn't care about walking in my Bachelors graduation because it meant nothing to me. This is something I want for MYSELF... regardless of what job or life it brings to me, I want this Masters Degree more than most tangible things, and I want it from the University of Idaho.
JOB.... thats coming. I miss Tamarack. In fact, I miss resort life. Hopefully something will come this winter.
OK. So now that we've established these things, I can move on. And start fresh, posting new things about my new, fabulous life. :)
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